rase macam kene stab kat jantung!!!!

ape korang rase kalau something, or org yang korang rasa kawan korang... x rase yg korang tu.. kawan dieorg?? somehow.. tu la yang aku rase sekarang ni! yeah i'm stupid! and emotional.. for trusting an internet group????!!! im stupid! am i really deprive for friends that much????? am i?? i dont know... :'(