afraid.
somehow these feeling always chasing me lately.
i dont know why but i really do feel that i've been living in my fear lately..
the first reason why i feel this way is because i feel that if i just act like my usual talkative self,
i might hurt someone feeling...
my tone when i talk to people is always wrong..
and this always makes people misunderstand me
and i dont want to repeat the same mistake twice!
besides, my selfishness is also the reason why i act like this...
all i wish is that no one will be hurt because of me...
especially in this club.. i really love this club..
if its not because of this club, i would never be able to be who i used to be now..
i dont want the member of this club to hate me more...
coz i really2 want to stay in this club..
that is the reason why i choose to isolate myself for the best...
if i did that, i could never hurt anyone's feeling..
i think..
i hope that i'm right..
I HOPE YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND...
i really really love you guys... :'(
2 comments:
heyyyy... don't isolate yourself and don't look down on yourself... change slowly... you'll make it... start from the basics ie your tone maybe... before you want to say something, pause a bit and play what you want to say in your mind first... yeah, this might look a long process, but, you'll get over it in no time ok?
hey anonymous, thanks for your advice.. maybe your right.. i'll try my best from now on.. thanks~ <3
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