my artwork #1

LOLOL~ please don't laugh at me for this piece of work.. (>o<'')

i know its amateur... but just please here this~ ngeeee...

bird fly up in the sky

i look in despair as i am not them

to fly is something that is so far from my reach

soaring cannot be my desire

but i made s decision to leave.

the differences makes me believe

that this is not where i should be

as there is somewhere else out there

where i think i suppose to be

to be to a place where i belong

a place i call home..

there.. i hope you guys can comment 

and give me some of your opinion.. 

THANKS~ xD

What would you feel???

Okay. i admit that i post this entry because i'm not satisfied with a certain someone..

first of all, i wanna ask you this question..

have you ever heard that someone that you can barely know their name talk about you in your back??

well, that incident actually happen to me and i just know about it tonight!

actually, there's this girl.. 

she's in the same course as me.. 

just different classes.. 

shes in class X and i'm in class Z..

i actually heard that she talks about me from my high school BFF..

who actually is her friend's room mate..

so she tell me almost everything.. 

THE PROBLEM HERE IS...

1. i don't know her

2. i barely know her name

3. i just happen to know her face because my university's BFF talks about her and show me her face..

4. i NEVER talk to her.. EVER!

5. we have nothing to do with one another! 

6. we're even in a different classes!

SERIOUSLY! whats her problem???

she argue how i could get 3 pointer something when i don't even study..

plus my commitment with my debate club..
and she says that there's no way i could get 3 pointer..

WTF??? im not even listed in the dean list like her! why would she even care about my pointer? right? her pointer is MUCH MUCH better than mine..
so whats her problem with me??
how did she even know that didn't study whatsoever???

I DO STUDY OKAY!!!

she doesn't even know me!!

oh.. just go eat shit and die lah girl! 

people like you are crazy!


*YES! I AM FURIOUS RIGHT NOW!!!*

New Face~✿

like usual. every year, i will change my blog layout...
enjoy it.. and if you guys think that there's something or anything i need to improve, just comment.. kay?
bye~

provoke

why is it when i try to prevent myself from hurting someone else's feeling,
they provoke me to do so??? why?

what would u think about this dialog in facebook:-

me: nasib tidak menyebelahi kami... mungkin ini bukan masanya lagi untuk kami... UiTM Shah Alam B telah memenangi perdebatan ini dengan margin 1, usul diterima 3 per 2 dewan.. pendebat terbaik ialah abang Mohd Afiem Yahya. Tahniah buat UiTM Melaka.. walaupun x dapat mara sehingga final, namun semua orang yang terlibat telah bersama-sama berusaha untuk mencapai pencapaian sejauh ni... Tahniah sekali lagi buat UiTM Melaka.

him:  ‎Nurul Izzah, kelas ayat kau yg ni..." nasib tidak menyebelahi kami"....owh lupeeerrrr.... kau kan pendebat mega....ahakz! kerja kau, tido komik cheezy wedges 2 siap extra cheese 2...terosss pendebat mega uolsss...meks x mampu...

i seriously don't know how to reply to that so i just keep quiet...

afraid

afraid.
somehow these feeling always chasing me lately.
i dont know why but i really do feel that i've been living in my fear lately..

the first reason why i feel this way is because i feel that if i just act like my usual talkative self,
i might hurt someone feeling...
my tone when i talk to people is always wrong..
and this always makes people misunderstand me
and i dont want to repeat the same mistake twice!

besides, my selfishness is also the reason why i act like this...
all i wish is that no one will be hurt because of me...
especially in this club.. i really love this club..
if its not because of this club, i would never be able to be who i used to be now..
i dont want the member of this club to hate me more...
coz i really2 want to stay in this club..

that is the reason why i choose to isolate myself for the best...
if i did that, i could never hurt anyone's feeling..
i think..
i hope that i'm right..

I HOPE YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND...

i really really love you guys...  :'(

Latihan Debat di Shah Alam

VANUE : UiTM Shah Alam

DAY      : Friday - Tuesday

DATE    : 19/8/2011 - 23/8/2011

TIME     : Sesi Pagi ~ 11am - 5pm

             Sesi Ptg  ~ 10pm - 6am

I dont have many comment.. its just..

I have so much fun here...

cuma x de banyak masa nak study lah... 

tapi boleh curi masa lg lah..<3

Don't mention about the quizzes yang I have to take this wednesday lah kan. hahaha..  

PORNOGRAPHY

what the lah kan..
haha
we have a speaking test 30 minutes from now..
and im searching about pornography..
the WAYS TO OVERCOME IT of course...
but then, why is it when we want to search pornography, its all there. and FREE.
but when it comes to WAYS TO OVERCOME IT or ITS DISADVANTAGE,
we need to PAY for the information!!

THIS SUCKS!

Friendship

In UiTM now i have a very close friend that i can call my bestfriend.
somehow, we always walk together because for some reason, we get into the same class,
get into the sme group in KOKU and our room, are just in front of each other's room..
lucky right? haha.. thats what i thought too...

she's a sweet girl...
she understands people, warm, caring, supportive, responsible, and deligent.
she have this hobby of learning about psycology and characteristic of people based on their horoscope, birth and others...
it good since she understand me and others...
but somehow i feel like my existance in my other friends heart are merely because of her...
if its not because of her, i'm just a nobody...
who is hated by everybody...

my problem is not with her. instead, my problems are with myself...
why is everything that i do seems wrong to her?
why?
i'm born to be a second child in my family..
based on the spycology research, a second child is very rebellious.
so there's a lot of negative charcteristics i suppose to have naturally...
its true, i have a lot of negative characteristics..

im loud, rushing, insensitive, selfish, talkative, hard headed, rude, proud, and many more that i dont even wanna say here..

it seems to me like she do not like and not comfortable with me whenever we are together alone..
she talk less with me.. and she gets angry fast... and when she's angry, she went silent and her face change into an emotionless face. i dislike that so much...
as a friend, all i want is to see my friends smile... but when i realize that i am the reason for her to sulk..
i feel bad.
i feel like i wanna avoid her.. because she looks happy that way...

i have this habit off mine too..
i always say that i hate them if i love them.. haha..
my mom, brother, and even her..
when i talk, it'll end up like "haha.. benci (name) !"
and lately, i've always talk like that to her..
so people always misunderstand me...
i hate myself for not being honest to my own self..

i'm sorry if i suddently back away from her since from what i see,
she already comfortable with some other friend of mine..

with love from deep dowm of my heart, izzah.

JUST TRYING TO BE MYSELF~

Yeah, i'm trying to be myself.. but i think in my heart

i still have this unknown feeling that makes me be someone else that i don't really like..

this feelings somehow makes me feel offended towards myself...

and i want to throw that feelings away...

but i dont know how...

or what i should do...

I WANNA LOVE MYSELF!

I WANNA BE MYSELF!

PLEASE~

ape ni gedik2?? thats is soo NOT ME!!!

talkative? maybe... but GEDIK???

WTF?

BLODDY HELL!!!! NOOOOO!!!!!

i don't say that i'm not gedik...

seriousely... GIRLS.. gedik kalau tak banyak pon sikit mesti ada punya~

BUT THEN I JUST FEEL THAT I'VE WENT OVERBROAD!!!

LOVE MYSELF..

THEN I'LL SEE THE REAL ME~

I JUST WANNA MAKE FRIENDS...

BUT SOMEHOR I FEEL LIKE I ONLY MAKE OTHERS HATE ME MORE...

I'LL PUT MY HEART INTO IT

TO KNOW MYSELF BETTER...

AND TO BE MYSELF~ <3

My Choice~

Well, for yous information, 

my first 4 choice that i apply for university is

1. ASASI TESL 

2. ASASI BAHASA INGGERIS

3. DIPLOMA TESL

4. DIPLOMA BAHASA INGGERIS...

but i dont get any of them...

but i get 

 DIPLOMA PENTADBIRAN AWAM 

instead... its my 5th choice... and my mom recommend it to me...

at first i feel like i cant take this course and no matter what, i have to take TESL..

but after a week at UiTM, i think i kinda   LIKE  and currently,

i'm trying to  LOVE  it! because~

dont you think so?? =3

but still, my mom always worry about me taking a theoretical course.. which means you need to read a lot!

yeah... then, i make me think like this~

owh yeah!!!! 

i wanna feel the pleasure when i see my mom's face

when i excel in this course~ well, who don't right?

so i said to myself,

because i know, if i put my mind in it,  I CAN DO IT! 

but it need a lot of   COURAGE  to make it a reality...

yes...  I WILL TRY MY BEST!  

because,

don't you think so?

so i decide to  DO IT RIGHT! 

STEPS~

WELL...

I AM.. WELL.. SORT OF...

I AM GOING TO STEP TO THE NEXT LEVEL OF MY LIFE...

I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE HOW FAST TIME GOES BY...

IT FEELS LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY I WAS IN SEVENTH GRADE

AND TOMORROW, I'M GOING TO REGISTER MYSELF IN UiTM LENDU..

^        ^

( WoW )

( (        ) )

w     w

HAHA... BUT THAT'S THE BEGINNING OF MY WHOLE FUTURE...

THIS IS THE SO REASON WHICH CAN DETERMINE

WHAT I'M GOING TO BE IN THE FUTURE..

ITS TOO LATE TO TURN MY BACK NOW...

THIS IS WHERE I'M GOING TO CREATE MY FUTURE...

...BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRRAHIM...

Jerry~

jerry, kenapa kau tak macam tommy?
jerry, kenapa kau susah sangat nak kenal tuan kau ni??
jerry, kenapa kau macam blurr je setiap masa?
jerry, kenapa kau lambat sangat nak matang??
jerry, aku penat la jaga kau...
jerry, tolong lah bunyi / keluar bila aku panggil kau.. macam tom buat..
jerry, arini je da 2 kali kau lari...
jerry, kau tahu x tuan kau yang sorang ni sangat risau pasal kau????
jerry, kau tahu x yang aku jugak penat nak cari kau!!!
terutama sekali masa aku nak potong buah kau kat dapur tadi... kau lompat turun dari meja n terus lari bawah icebox! pastu bila aku jenguk bawah icebox, ko da lesap!mcm org gila aku tutup sume pintu tandas, pintu bilik, sume pintu sbb x nak kau msk kat tmpat yg bkn2 mcm lobang jamban!
jerry, tolonglah bukak hati kau untuk terima tuan kau ni... dah 2 bulan dah kot aku jaga kau ngan tom...
tapi kenapa tom boleh terima n buat baik ngan aku tapi kau x leh??? kenapa???
korang kan besar sesame...

TOLONG LAH JERRY... MAMA PENAT LAH! IF THIS GOES ON, I DONT THINK THAT I'M GOING TO LEPASKAN U FROM MY HAND OR BODY EVER AGAIN IF I LET U OUT OF THE CAGE. SERIOUSLY...

fade to notningness

AKU BOSAN GILA NAK MAMPOS!!!!!!!!!!
INGAT AKU NI PATUNG KE NAK SIMPAN KAT RUMAH JE???

I DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER THAN THIS!

IF THIS GOES ON...I THINK I JUST GONNA DIE OUT OF BOREDOM!!!!

PLEASE LA!!!! LET ME GO FOR ONCE!!! YOU'RE OUT UNTIL 4AM IN THE MORNING, AND IM JUST GONNA STAY AT HOME... WITH NO MONEY AND WHATSOEVER...!!!

SUCKS R!!

Howl's Moving Castle's Animation by Ghibli Studio

right after i finish reading Howl's Moving Castle,

i got very exited because i happen to know that Ghibli Studio have made an anime out of the book...

despite having internet problem at home.. 

i try hard just to make sure that i get to watch the anime as fast as i can...

but after watching the anime... i somehow got disappointed a little because the whole storyline were like WAY DIFFERENT from the book..

but... its not that bad because it do have some parts that are quite satisfy me... XD

for example, Howl's face are just like i imagine it would be when i read the book.. woot~ woot~

which means, HE IS SUPER HANDSOME!!!!!  XD

than, if in the book Howl is a man who does not really speaks his mind.. and very egoistic too...

in the movie, he is quite straightforward, romantic, and sometimes, what he says to Sophie are like way too straightforward and it makes me blush!!! *sucks! if there is someone who is willing to say those kind of stuff to me, i would've melt~ XD*

Sophie...

in this anime, she is kinda... not as beautiful as i imagine she would be...

and her attitude... are kinda soft... in the novel, she is a strong will person that would not cry easily... 

and she is not as lame as she is in the anime. Sophie in the novel is way cooler!

but in the anime, somehow i think her favorite words is "i'm not beautiful" WTH???!!! RIGHT?

Sophie in the novel always try her best to have an interesting future.. thats what i like about her <3

ok. about the movie...

i warn you.. you can watch the movie but if you dont understand the story, i dont blame you... its better if you read the book first.

the overall story are the same.. Sophie turned into an old lady by the Witch Of The Waste, live with Howl in the moving castle, met Calcifer and Micheal, Sophie fell in love with Howl *p/s: in the movie, Howl is not very much a womanizer*, everything is safe and happy ending, Sophie got married with Howl~ 

THAT, IS SAME... but, there's less character in the movie that the book.. plus, The Witch Of The Waste only play the part of turning Sophie into an old woman in the movie... and THE WORST THING IS, from the beginning of the movie, they have NEVER mention anything about the lost Prince.. and suddenly there's war all over the place... and at the end, the scarecrow suddenly turn into a man and that man said this

" hye Sophie, thanks for saving me. if its isn't for you, i'll be a scarecrow forever! i've curse into a scarecrow and you helped me.. I am the lost prince that my brother, the king, have been looking for. now that im back, i can tell the king to stop the war... " *something like that la.. i did not copy straight from the anime*

stupid right? whatever~ i could care less about it... HAHAHAHA...

right now, I'm reading the next book in Howl's Series, Castle In The Air..

i think thats all...  bye~

Howl's Moving Castle

okay, i just read this book... and i really like it~
the title of the book is Howl's Moving Castle by Diana Wynne Jones

when you first read the title, you may think that the book might be stories about castle...
but its actually more than that...

this book tells a story about a very talented wizard named Howl..
he was described as a very handsome man with blonde hair who love young and beautiful lady... he is a womanizer who love to make young ladies to fall for him. he only love them when they doesn't love him. but once the girls fell for him, he would just left them alone.. WICKED!
he was well known as wizard Jenkins or wizard Pendragon based on certain palaces.

its also tells the adventure of young Sophie who was born as the eldest among her sisters, Lettie and Martha..
she was born in a family who sells hats. but one day, her father passed away and she have to take care of the hat shop. her sisters, Lettie was send away to be an apprentice at a bakery place and Martha was send to her mother's friends resident to be trained to be a witch because their mother just cant afford to send them to school. at Sophie hometown, Wizard Howl are known as a very wicked wizard who will only be entertained by the heart of a young lady. Sophie adventure begins when The Witch of the Waste who was known as a very wicked witch suddenly come to the hat shop and curse her into an old woman. And the best part of the curse was she cant tell anybody about it.. after that incidence, she left her house and somehow get to live under the same roof as Howl or to make it easier to understand, she get to live in Howl's moving castle as a cleaner lady. there, she met Calcifer, the fire demon and Micheal, Howl's apprentice.

well, you might need to know about The Witch of the Waste because she do have her part in the story... She is a very WICKED witch were once had become Howl's victim... and since that day, she have been chasing Howl to kill him... and she would do ANYTHING just to kill Howl even if it means killing his teacher and threatened his older sister's family.

the story is a good story for those who was searching for a better future. the writer try to describe to not to give up trying for a better future. the writer also want to say that even the most plain person may have their own hidden talent so just be yourself and someone might notice that talent you have. and just like most teenage novels theres some romance theme in it to0~ <3

no current post even if i wanted to... sorry~

sorry.. i cant post anything lately even if i do have a lot of pix to share and a lot of stories to tell...
because my internet connection is going to fail for about a month until TM masukkan line baru for my house... seriously guys~
sorry~

My Worst Nightmare~

today, my mom went to sarawak for the pilihan raya...
and my brother need to stay at his friend's house to study for some test..
so i was alone... then i decided to go to kak mas' office... hahaha...
that, we went shopping for some ingredient for our dinner... XD
i decided to make a japanese food which is so easy to make...
mana x nyer, the ingredient is just rice, eggs and chicken... ngan kicap sekali... hohoho
the food is call 'chicken kitsudon'... sedap ooo.... huhuhuhu

but all of that is only the side story....
the real story is just about to begin...
while we are waiting for the rice to cook...
kak mas n i decided to clean the refrigerator since its has never been clean for such a long time...
and that is when the nightmare starts..
u wanna know y? because my mom have this habit of keeping all the unfinish food in there...

before we clean the refrigerator, i've warn kak mas...
i said "kak, dalam ni, benda lima tahun lepas pown ade tau! hati2~"
hahaha... but when we clean it...
EEEEE!!! ADE YANG DAH TAMAT TEMPOH WAKTU TAHUN 2002 POWN STILL ADE DALAM PETI ICE TU!!!
sumpah geli....
then, ade la taugeh ni... that thing is the worst... bayangkan.. taugeh tu da berkulat dalam peti ice tu... sampai da jadi air... bukan taugeh da... BUSUK NAK MAMPOS LAK TU!

aku bukan nak cakap ape la... aku dok maktab 5 taun.. so kalau aku balik cuti ni x kuase la nak kemas peti ais ni... lagi pown mak aku bukan masak pown..
tu sbb taugeh tu ble jd cm tu... beli, pastu x gune, pastu berkulat... eeee....

pastu ko tau, bila mak aku kol, aku jawab r... pastu ckp r yg kitaorg tgh kemas peti ais.. and what happen kan...

aku : bu, ibu nak tau, dalam peti ais ni, beda yang tamat tempoh tahun 2002 pown ade tau... eee.. org da buang da...
ibu : hahaha... ye ke... ha.. ko simpan dulu.. jangan buang.. nnt ibu ballik ibu tgk..hahahaha
aku : eeeee.... xde..xde..xde~ org da buang da sume... buat ape nak simpan...
ibu : hahahaha

mak aku nyer hal... *sigh*


*aku seriusly ingat nak letak gambar dlm ni... tapi better x yah kot... nnt korang nak bace pown x sanggup*

back to school~

hehehe... x de la back to school sangat...
just back tu my japanese class aku yang dah tertinggal 4 kali... *atas sebab2 tertentu*
waaa.... i just cant wait to see my sensei's face!
so im going now~
ja-ne <3

went to Sabrina's house yesterday~

haha..
i dont really take picture of me and her waktu pergi rumah die..
instead, i take pitures of my sg~
her house r so damn big! siap ade laman lagi tu!
then there a tree yg not too tall and not too small.. dahan die lak besar... hehehe
ape lagi??? i pown.. 'Tommy~ jom maen kat luar....' hehehe

look at him..
isn't him adorable???

haha... i was soo exited yesterday looking at him walking all along the branch...

then i put Jerry.. <3 and Tommy plak got exited! hehe he climbed on Jerry~

then he left Jerry behind while she was looking down wondering where she mingt be... XD

Jerry looks terrified right?? hahaha.. i pity her~

when they both r together, they look soo cute!!! waaaahahaha!!!!

but then kan, time ni dieorg are still in their sleep mode.. i just keluarkan dieorg for 5 minits cm tu.. then i put them back in the pouch...
when night comes, sthey start to get active tau.. then i was at my friends house.. so i lepaskan la dieorg kat ats meja...
unfortunately, Tom fell down twice! lepas tu, Tom terus macam marah ngan i!!! sedeh giler!!!!!! bila i nak pegang die kan, die lari.. then, kalau jari i cm dah dekat je die bite... mmg la x sakit waktu die bite tu... tapi rase sedeh yang teramat la... macam anak kau dah benci kat mak die... huuaaaaa.... that means Tom merajuk la... then ari ni aku tgh try pujuk die lagi... i really2 hope that die akan maafkan mama die ni...

wish me luck~

SPM?? erm~

konbanwa!
I've been thinking whether i should write about this or not..
but i think i'll write...

for my SPM, i dont really get a good result...
but still, its better than my brother.. =3
i get 5A's 3B's and 1C [+math]
i'm glad that i get C for + math kot *coz i was sure that i was going to fail that paper*

talking about SPM, its kinda reminds me of the time when all of us went for hari raya holidays right before SPM..
i was like soo stupid.. becoz i went home n didn't study at all... + i stay up all night in front of my computer and watch anime! haha can u believe that?? sucks right?

*Nurarihyon No Mago*

*One Piece*

when the holidays finished, all of us went back to school...
there are thousands of memories that my room mates and i did together!
we even bring our own toaster to school! hahaha
then, in the room, i became a stalker.. who always record my friends without they realizing it! haha
then, each time when i play with my phone, they was like, ' Izzah!! ape kau buat tu??? haaa... baik kau bagi tau aku... kau rakam aku ek?' hahaha
then i would answer... 'eh! mane de.. aku tgh bace komik kat phone r' *i do read comics online on my phone during SPM.. lol~*

*contohnyer, aku bace komik Naruto.. haha*

hahahaha!!! its funny when i recall back..

and then there is times when Dyna was disturb by this.. i dont know.. stupid man i guess.. who said that Dyna was meant for him in this world.. and when Dyna ask him where he get her phone number, guess what he said? he said this, ' saya mimpi nombor telephone awak.. awak mmg dah jodoh saya... saya sayang awak..' hahahaha!!!
i was like.. WTF???!!!
ade lagi lelaki cmni kat dunia ni rupanya????!!!
ingatkan lelaki bebal cmtu dah x de... hahaha.. guess i was wrong.
then, i start maenkan laki tu.. using name Camylia... hahaha...
and camylia tu is aku, syer and shafawani! LOL~ 3 in 1.. hahaha

*hahaha*

ok.. other memories is aku bukak business internet kat sane...
well, my room mates' phone doesn't have internet.. so i charged RM 2 for 1 hour kalau nak online using my phone... hahaha..

pandai x aku???
its a good think that my room mate love to go online! hahaha..
i do make some money by that.. hahaha

other time, i jadi tukang gunting rambut pulak...
gunting rambut shafawani and syerham...
syerham cut her hair 'anime style'! coolness~

MADAM RED from KUROSHITSUJI

*fringe die x same sket r sbb rambut syer x sraight sgt*

hehe tgk lah siapa potong kan... hehehe

theres a lot more.. like..
our study group... which helps A LOT!!!

*waaahahaha.. bleach nyer study group =3 *

and other stuff like Dyna jatuh katil and all.. XD

*something fun to read*

and now.. school is finished... all of it will always stay in our memories~

JAPANESE CLASS

ohaiogozahimasu~
ogenki desuka?
i went to japanese class starting last sunday...
but everyone keep asking me why i take japanese class...
then they'll say.. 'jepun dah kene tsunami la~.. nak pegi jepun lagi ke??"

Mount Fuji

hello~ boleh tak tolong senyap???!!
aku nyer suka la...*thats my dream u know!!* 
it doesn't mean that i have to go to japan after i finish learning japanese~*even though i really do wanna go there*

Geisha

whats wrong with u guys??
always thinking in a box! plz dont crush other people dreams! okay?
wakarimashika????
 iie, wakaranai??
if u dont understand.. i dont blame u...
i am soo damn happy that i get to learn japanese...
and i will try my very best to learn it!

Tea Ceremony

well, people says
that we enjoy learning what we love rather that learning something that is never listed in our interest list~
i think that is so true!

yesterday was the third day~

lol!
i was soo damn happy!
yesterday, tommy learn how to jump~
as a 2 month sugar glider...
i think la.. i think je tau.. its his first jump...
what do you think?
unfortunately, i didn get to record when he jump...

somehow i still feel sad bcoz jerry still scared of me!
no fair~ my bro can play with tommy but i cant really play with jerry...
she will crab whenever i try to pun her on my shirt~
wth?! x pe.. tomorrow, im going to spend my whole day with her...
y? bcoz bro got quiz tomorrow..  =3

k.. jane~

2nd day with Tommy~

can u believe me...

if i say that Tom is already acting so kind n friendly with me today??

we have only been together for a bout 1 and a half day..

haha..

yet he act like im his mother..

he dont even called for his mother..

maybe because that i dont hear any crabbing sound from him..

not at all..

today, he keeps on climbing my body and hide behind my shirt's collar..

haha.. then he will curl his body up like a ball and sleep there...

LOL...

and sometimes he would even climb up my head...! XD

whats make me happy is.. he eats a lot! haha...

see?

he eats a lot~ ♫

then, he will curl... like stich.. like this...

and the next thing u no... he's asleep.. haha~ 

here is the video when he's eating.. <3

more eating vidoe~

unlike Jerry, my brother keep passing her to his friend and let his friend take care or her..

then, when Jerry is more easy going towards his friend, he got jealous... duh...

sape suruh x nak jaga... kan??

padan muka..!

LOL~

k la.. jane~

TOM & JERRY

I finally have SUGAR GLIDERS!!

one is my brother's..

and the other one is mine...

my SG named Tommy and he is a male..

while my brother's named Jerry..

haha.. kinda cute right..

i've plan to buy one bout 1 years ago..

but as a student i dont really have money..

so now that i have money...

i bought it!~

while my brother bought coz he thinks that these joeys are cute

and we can say...

very popular right now! (coz 1 year ago the price is only about RM 150++)

i really hope he will take care of Jerry seriously

or she'll be mine (for free! since we bought them each with our own seperate money)..

hehehe~

this pic is their first night with me..

since brothe is not at home.... duh~

they were crabbing a lot! haha..

but still... they are soo cute!

somehow.. Tommy like to make this puffing sound which i'm not so sure whether its ok or not...

well i think i have to call the breeder who breed Tommy tomorrow..

bye..

Home Sweet Home~

mintak maaf sangat2 sbb tak dapat nak pos ape2! for 2 weeks aku kat sana, lansung x de network connection~ so.. focus je la buat ibadah.. cet! hehe... kepoyoan lak! banyak sgt bende yang best and aku x tahu nak cerita cmner... korang tgk gambar kat fb je la ye.. hehe gomen~ tapi yang penting bila aku and mak aku balik... kitaorg dapat tgk nenek aku, mak long n pak long aku senyum sbb setiap orang ade hadiah masing2... aku sayang family aku! korang pernah rase x perasaan buat orng heppy! rase puas sangat! sangat! hehe...

sayonara for a while...

ok... cuba check out aku online kat ner skang ni??? haha... kat KLIA!!! aku mskkan 50 sen.. pas tu leh online dalam 6-7minit camtu.. kinda cool... eh lupa lak nak bg hatu kat mane arah tuju aku pergi KLIA ni... ok... malam ni.. aku akan bertolak untuk mengerjakan umrah ngan mak aku... cuak la gak... yelah, amalan aku pon belum tentu sempurna lagi... tapi... bila fikir balik x semua org dapat peluang mcm aku ni... jadi aku bersyukur... tq kat abg aku yang ssh payah hantar ktorg sampai sini... kitaorg check in plane kol 4:00 pagi.. so lepas kitaorg jalan, abg aku kene terus balik melaka n ade kelas kene attend.. tu x campur lg die ade test esk... kesian die... aku akan doakan die berjaya dengan cemerlang.. amin... :) semoga perjalanan pergi dan balik aku n mak aku (kitaorg) selamat.. =3 insyaallah..

pilihan raya merlimau~~

lol!

mak aku kan org kuat UMNO (please jgn cakap korang x nak kawan aku sbb politik!)

so after SPM ni aku keje la ngan mak aku...

nak tahu aku keje wat pe?

aku kene 'key in' kan name sume org under bahagian bukit katil nyer kaji selidik...

haha...

tekan no i/c, pas tu tekan same ade die ni P, K atau H or T maksud die? P = putih(BN)

K = kelabu(talam 2 muka..hehe)

H = hitam(pembangkang habis! hehe)

T = tdk(tak dapat kesan)

haha.. menarikkan?! ok.. aku da dapat lesen

so keje aku skang asik pi merlimau je!

hehe... kakak angkat baru aku, kak maz, die nak ajau aku jd rider!!!!

woohoo!!!

ko tggu.... aku bakal jd rider~ hahaha

k r... pepe nnt aku update lg!

pra test???!!

yeah~ pre test! what a shocking thing for me.. i really hope i can success with flying colours~ hehehe k.. well, i guess the story will sound less interesting if i tell it in english since i only know proper english that we use for exams.. xD ok.. tadi aku nyer latihan bawak kereta (on the road) kali ke-3.. hmm.. quite interesting~ and aku dapat balik rumah bawak kereta.. sendiri..woo!! hehehe malang nyer, kat traffic light kat simpang nak balik rumah tu.. ade la kejadian ni... kereta depan aku leh lak emergency brake~ aku ni dah la noob~.. gelabah aku.. >///< kaki start la ntah ke mane.. brake ke mane~ clatch ke mane~ pepaham je la.. noob~ nasib bek la keter aku x mati.. hehe.. tapi paling x nak belah yer, time tgh kelang kabut tu.. keter tu bergegar cam pe! bayangkan la.. aku ni noob, baru 3 kali bawak keter, 2 kali bawak atas jalan raya sebenar, keter depan brake kecemasan, aku lak da panic, plus keter geger cam hape! kalau ko.. x ke tention pale hotak ko??? nasib aku x mati! hehe.. x de la sampai mati kan.. tapi still.. aku da gelak cm pe kt dalam keter tu td! nak hilangkan ketakutan la konon.. well, its part of the experience right?? ok.. that all for today~~ tata... ^^

keter owh~ keter

haha... best kot!!! tadi aku da start bawak keter atas jalan raye!!! yay! tahniah to me! haha tapi kan.. sumpah r aku bawak cm siput...

nasib bek ok! mula2 bawak, tangan aku sejuk cm ais r! mmg cuak gler! ye la.. cmner klu aku trlanggar kete org??? x ke naye aku nnt?? + lori depan belakang! haish... akhirnye.. aku dapat bawak keter ngan jayanye ari ni... haha..

wah!!! aku baru sedar!

lol.. aku baru sedar.. kawan sekolah aku yang rapat ngan aku mostly pi PLKN!!! no wonder i felt lonely~ DARN YOU PLKN! (@..@) <--- izzah da x betol... hahahaha

i can't believe myself!

guess what?? i closed both my fb acc... maybe thats the best for now... x pe.. nnt aku on la blek fb aku... kot~ tgklah... emosi terganggu la sekarang... otak x berfikir dengan waras lagi... :(

waaaa~ BAKA ME!!!!

hello!!!!!!!

kenapa dengan aku hari ni?????? this is sooooo not me!!!! menangis x tentu pasal... syer.. i miss u sooo much..... hontoni! ko da la x de phone... aku bkn leh jumpe kau kt sekolah lg... SYER!!! BALIK LA!!!! state: crying... :'( WAAAA!!! SOMEBODY!! TATSUKETE!!! AKU EMOTIONAL ARI NI!!!!! this is sooo not me!

rase macam kene stab kat jantung!!!!

ape korang rase kalau something, or org yang korang rasa kawan korang... x rase yg korang tu.. kawan dieorg?? somehow.. tu la yang aku rase sekarang ni! yeah i'm stupid! and emotional.. for trusting an internet group????!!! im stupid! am i really deprive for friends that much????? am i?? i dont know... :'(